Poems

My Most Succesful Mistake
by Fullmetal
Loving you is not the best thing, I have that clear
There are other things that I can do which bring no fear
Like writing, reading, sleeping, and running
Or just simply doing nothing

Loving you is not the best thing, but I like it
Even though it makes me the greatest masochist
It would be so much better if I distract myself with sports
The internet, the TV, or other things of the sort

Loving you is not the best thing, but it's perfect for me
For it gives me a reason to carry on with this monotony
Of doing the same thing winter, spring, summer, and fall
Of dealing with the same crap from sunrise to nightfall

Loving you makes me suffer, boy am I lucky this is real
For it's a reminder that I exist and that I feel
For it gives me something to think about every night
For even though I know it will lead me nowhere it feels right

Loving you is the poison that lengthens mortality
It is the fantasy mixed with reality
It is the killer drug that makes me feel alive
It is the same boring routine improvised

Loving you is by far the saddest comedyI
t is the best of the worst that has happened to me
It is the admiration mixed in with pity
It's what I feel and what most call complex stupidity

Loving you is the most illogical logic
It is the medicine that makes me sick
It is the one emotion that is shared by all
But that most of the time makes no sense at all

Loving you is the most perfect imperfection
The problem which I'm glad has no solution
And even though it is the pain that makes my heart ache
Loving you has been my most successful mistake




Please dont tell me not to cry
You dont know what i am feeling
or how much i hurt P
lease don't say there was a reason why
there are tears stains on this shirt

you think i should go on today
forget about it and be strong
i dont expect you to understand what to say
but deep down inside i dont want to go along

for no apparent reason i break down and cry
my life has changed forever you see
so dont act like its okay dont even try
for this is why i am not acting like the same ole me

because it changed my life forever
i will never be the same again
not today not tomorrow not ever
can you wear the friendship pin?

my broken heart is hurting
just like always my friend
its leaving it is leerking
and it will never mend

kinda unsure if i like it